Why Not?

Well, I am thinking to try something new in this new year.

My heart, was full of him, but I really wanted to deny the fact that I might still like him. 

Yes, I really need to stop myself for being this foolish for YEARS.

Romance operation, ON. and I mean it.

Currently "aim-bushing" potential BF. OMFG, I looked like stalker...

Anyway, since "he" is going to be somewhere else, then I think I am fine with that.

It's time to stop the day dreaming of him coming back.

I mean, he will NEVER EVER come back. 

The decision was his, and I need to respect it.

Stupiddie me waited for the returning.

But, this is a really foolish act. TOTALLY!!!

Will I have regrets? YES.

Will I forget him? NO. Except I lost my memories.

Will I be happy? DEPENDS. I hope my future him can be better.

This new year, I have quite a list for myself:

• 45kg of weight
• Fair white skin
• Long straight hair (Endure the temptation of cutting it)
• Perfect score of examination
• Restock my makeup kit
• Dance at least 30 dances
• Start a romance comic
• Talk less rude words
• .... to be continued....

Well, that's my wishlist. For this new year, WHY NOT try something new for myself?

Treat myself better, spoil myself a bit, it's my life anyway.

That's all, bye~