The Ugly Truth (Part 1)

Well.... It's a long time since I wrote the last post. Haha.

Yep, today I'll be talking about the ugly truth of my previous relationship.

I was young, we were young. We met each other for the first time when I was form 2, in front of the notice board. I remembered that my first impression of him was "wow, how handsome!". I think God is great, because He made him my apprentice. I was very strict on my job before he came to be my apprentice. After he came, I started to act unusual. Haha... Silly girl...

We exchanged our MSN address and phone number. We chatted like... EVERYDAY! Those days were awesome, and memorable because we were just friends. Days passed, and I started to have feelings for him, well, I thought that was one-sided, hahaha. Then, I confessed, through SMS. Silly... Well, he was the one who asked whom I liked, then I just wrote "x" (number of his name's initials). I thought he wouldn't know, but still, he knew. Aicks! That was because other girls had used the same method to confess with him... URGHH (he was popular...).... Then, I still remember he sent a prank email to me said that it was for "Love Calculation". I thought it was REAL!!! Then I just fill in the names of the guys that I had crush on, his name was the first. After I click "sent", my nightmares happened. I WAS SET UP! LOL! He asked me whether it was the truth, I told him that I already knew about the prank (actually I don't), and I re-prank him. LOL! That's lame... I know... I was young, ok?

Then, I confessed for the second time, I wrote a very very looooooooooong SMS. I don't remember the contents, but it was a confession. After I sent the message, I feel like my heart just stopped. I was so nervous, I walked around my room like crazy. I kept thinking that why he took so much time to reply my message. Suddenly, I received a message, it was from him!!!! I was to scared to read his reply. I thought that I might turned down by him, but still, I read the message. He said he couldn't give me a reply for my confession first, and he asked me to wait for him for another 5 years, after 5 years, we could be together. I was soooooooo happyyyy!!! I jumped so high in my room!!! I promised him that I'll wait for him. 5 years?! NOT A PROBLEM!!!

I don't remember how we get together when I was in form 3, we were like naturally get into a relationship. Then, I get my first Valentines gifts, from him, the person I loved. They were rose and a necklace. I felt so happy! After I went home, I happily showed off to my mum. Hahaha. I didn't give a damn about the consequences I might received from my mum for dating a guy. But thankfully my mum was understanding, she didn't mention anything about my relationship with him, she just kept quiet, I know that she knew about it, because I didn't tell her officially, so she just "open one eye and close one eye". (aww mum... you are so understanding.... i love you!!!!)

Things don't really worked out well, his mum found out about our relationship and she strongly opposed it! I still remember that his mum force him to call me and breakup with me. I was sad, we were sad. But we still do as she said....

(To be continued....)


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