STAHP!!!! JUST STAHP!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously?
WTF GIRL?!!!
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Okay... I'm kinda envy his life now... So happy, showered with lots and lots of love... DUH!!! He's popular! And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop, sulking and typing this shitty post.... Well, not many people know about this stupid blog any more... This deep shit, only those who subscribed me can actually know the existence of this fucking blog... (pardon my language)
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*currently listening to Cascada's Every Time We Touch*
Okay... Going a little emotional now, with my favourite old song that I listened during my form 1/2 days... Crap... Random thoughts here, being a lady is definitely NOT my forte, as my close friends can tell, I swear A LOT!!!
Aaaaaaand.... I wanted to be adventurous now... I'm 22 and STILL fucking SINGLE... WHAT?!!! Will be graduating and entering the workforce soon... Time to
Honestly, I forgot how to love, yes, I'm serious. Can't you tell? The last time I dated? Form 3, and yes, that was a stupid first love still not moving on huh? Blame the attractive ex, thanks a lot dude, you screwed my fucking standards. Aaaaaaaaaaaand there is this guy... Well, after all those years of chasing, not very attractive but humorous, suddenly said the most romantic thing to me... "When I found my mate, I mate for life!" HELL NO!!! HOLYSHIT!!!!!!!! Exactly like what Sesshy told Kags in the fanfictions... I'm dying/melting..............
I think maybe I should give him a chance? If he's persistent enough, I'm going to say "YES"... Fingers crossed... So please, talk to me again with you witty words and lame jokes... I might be hooked by you. FOR REAL! If you're not the one and missed this opportunity, I only had to admit my fate and turn around for another romance adventures.
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Two guys, err should have said three but that one didn't count so two guys, confessed to the lack of social me and got me politely rejected... Each for a year, and the first guy, is coming back after like not talking for a year... And with his sick sense of humor, I'm actually attracted to him this time. Not sure if it's the raging hormones or what.. He kinda makes my heart skipped a beat... And I'm enjoying chatting with him, I looked forward for the next conversation.
No. I didn't start the conversation first, not gonna be like some desperateraginghormoneswrenchfishingforboyfriend. If he's gonna be my man, he must have to balled up and chat with me. Or this shit is NOT gonna fucking happen. YEAH... Way to go girl! You're gonna be FUCKING single FOREVER!
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Actually, that guy like me keeping it real, like swearing in public. He was first attracted to that nasty traits of mine. Okayyyyyyyyy.... That's relieving? I don't have to pretend to be so ladylike in front of him I guess...? He said I'm unique and straightforward. And the ME two years ago don't find this pickup line working, but now, two years later, my heart beat like hell when I read the previous conversation again. Creepy? I know! But I can't help it so let it be....!!! And the tell me his "mate for life" pickup line, it was fucking working! DOUBLE KILL, BITCH!!! DOUBLE KILL!!!!
Okay, gonna calm myself now. That's all for the updates. BYEEEE!!!!
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