Reasons Behind

Well, recently I saw most of the friends around me already got their very own partner. And for me, single, single and SINGLE.

WHY AM I BEING SINGLE FOR SUCH A LONG TIME?

They said that maybe is my past relationship. Well, I had one before, but we already broke up and walk our separate ways. I even thought that we could be together forever! Haha, silly me.... For me, if my next relationship will be end up the same, I rather don't start this relationship. I don't want to have a lists of ex boyfriends. It doesn't suite me, I think it'll bring shame to my future husband. Well, at least I think so....

Secondly, it's about the "sex" that I concerned. I am a Christian and I am really strict about the virginity thing. I pledged to God that I'll secure my virginity to my future husband. However, modern days guys do not seem like thinking the same way as I did. Most of them thought that a relationship MUST HAVE sexual activities. Sorry, I can't do that. If you DO need sex, please masturbate yourself. Don't take our relationship for granted. You haven't ask me to marry you, why should I give my precious virginity to you?


Thirdly, I don't want to start a relationship because of peer pressure. This will make me to search for anyone who might be suitable to be my boyfriend without falling in love, only by just looking at the conditions. No no no!!! Couples must have "love" to retain a relationship. If you can survive your dating period with "pure love", I think that your marriage life will be awesome, exciting and full of adventures.


Lastly, I'll find my own boyfriend. Guys, you don't need to worry about it. :)
I am not the 16 years old girl looking for a perfect boyfriend anymore. I know he doesn't exist. I know that! I'll be looking for their qualities, not the appearance.... If I spotted "THE ONE", I'll start to grab him tightly. I'm a brave girl, I will not let my true love slipped away.

Well, wish me luck then~



VoNs xoxo