Care too much

Well, sometimes, caring won't be appreciated by other people. Especially MY caring. You see, I don't usually give a fuck about anything. I don't really care. As you know, I don't trust the world. I don't trust love. I don't trust new forever friends etc. But seeing you heartbroken, I actually tried to well, "care" about you. I asked for the problems, why that thing happened. I realized, both of you, which involved in the argument, do not intend to step back. It just made things worst. I advised you and you know what I get?

"u are helping him kan? u helping him talk and call me positive. rry. (Supposed to be "Sorry") dont talk to me"

Well, BEAT THAT HUH? Okay, if I saw these words a year ago, I will be so damn pissed. Very pissed. I might not talk to you anymore, like YEAH DON'T TALK TO YOU?! OKAY!!! But, people grow, the mind will get matured. And I am mature enough to know that you are just saying that because you are very angry. Okay~ And best thanks to UTAR's "EQ training", I become less emotional. I have a strong mind now.

If you are seeing this, you should realized that your conditions now, posting all the negative FB status, which I had observed for a week now, are very similar to the year 2010. You know what happened right? All the status showed that something happened. It's in critical time. It's gonna blow! You don't accept apologies anymore. You wanted him to suffer. Well, men sometimes will be fed up eventually, and they really will break up with you. I witnessed your love. I remembered you are so happy texting me before I depart from Tawau to KL to study, saying that you are the happiest girl in the world because he accept everything about you. I was glad, happy and joy!!! But that time, I still be prudence about this, since your last encounter made me not to put 100% trust on men.

During January 2011, finally, I saw you two in person. I was like, holy cow!!! You two are so sweet, lovey dovey~ Envyyyy~~~ I did saw the smile on your face. Not the silly or sot sot smile on your face. It's that person gave you, the smile of happiness. I am glad, all the prudence for him before, I cancel all. It is good to have someone care about you so much. Appreciates that please. If you let go, the happiness you had will just be some mere memories. You two developed long distance relationship, and you two still mailing each other pressie~ You made cookies for him too. So sweet.

And now your relationship is on a crisis, it's breaking apart. I won't give a comment about your negative status, and won't the like all your negative status. I will not give you the encouragement to do more of that. HELL NO!!! But if "THAT" really happened, my shoulders are yours. Remember that.


I hope you two will be better soon. I'll pray for that.